2pm Outsideleft's Big National Poetry Day: Rebecca Stanhope
Rebecca Stanhope's poem is Take Your Hands Off Me
by LamontPaul, Founder & Publisher
first published: October, 2021
first published: October, 2021
Rebecca Stanhope - Take Your Hands Off Me
TAKE YOUR HANDS OFF ME
I asked you to shatter me.
Yes. I did.
Gazing into the mirror
greeted by a stranger
cracked in two
and you, towering over me
Hand on neck,
Hand on waist,
Hand on...
on...
I believe You or do I need help
don’t disappoint me I will scare You?
f try it a say no k please e
first, before You let me go hold me
green s yellow t green o yellow p
shatter me shatter me shatter me
But your dates were all wrong,
I broke; you forgot,
to pick up the pieces
I ate too much hate
choked back too many urges
let it all churn for far too long that it
S I M M E R S
beneath the skin of my neck.
I let you in
to the darkness of me
Trusted you.
It’s you I face in the mirror
whose cracked me in two
leaving me a stranger
to myself.
by Rebecca Stanhope
Something you should know:
Rebecca Stanhope is a writer with a passion for poetry, music and theatre. “I love to write poetry that comes from the heart and is often brutally honest.”
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